Dear Nobody,
Its been a shitty start to 2011. Death and sadness, not the best way to start off the new year. I would like to say that it can't get and worse but I'm sort of superstitious so I'm not gonna say that, for fear that it would get worse
Maybe this month I can start something new and fun.....I just have no idea what that might be and really no motivation to figure it out.  Since I'm jobless I could go get a job, something fun, no responsibility, just for something to do. Again there is the problem with motivation or lack there of.
I need to be happy.
I want to be happy.
I just don't know how to make myself happy??!!
Talk again soon,
Me